| i am going to loose weight. i kant be a fuckin failure again. true im kaving into society's standards of women.. but im doing it for me. im going to finally find myself beautiful. itz going to be my turn. im going to work out soon and burn off all the 1,379 calories i ate today. i know this is going to get out of kontrol. i kan feel it in my pores. under my skin. on my lips. im going to go off the deep end. but the pool on the other side is too luxurious to pass up. |
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| i have no klue what the fuck is up with you.. do you actually think how your treating me fairs well within my sights? your oceans are swallowing me whole. your eyes are never as klear as ive hoped.. ive dreamt in red. ive sliced my skin to bleed. and now. im nothing. but decayed. ravaged. and raw. |
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| man.. i kan not wait to go home next week. 2 exams and then im off to sunny south florida and away from snow. i have to face home life again. i have to face the fear of things fallign apart before my breath has escaped the thresholds.
will steve fight with me some more? will he as easily discard our relationship? almost two years. and that boy has me wrapped around his little bittie finger.
oh time has woed me so. |
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